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From the start of the year till today... Saturday, May 28, 2011

Today woke up to watch new moon, halfway though eclipse shall continue tomorrow. Polishing my boots while watching LOL.
Went to library to return books, the library was swarm with people waiting to go into it.
Went to AMK hub to see bags and jeans, too many shops were closed as it was too early.
After lunch went to NEX, to buy jeans and find bags. LOL Buy some japanese food though, weird of Dad to buy Japaneses food as he dislikes it.
Took bus to AMK hub again bought a bag and found out that there is BOSSINI in AMK hud. I live in AMK and went to AMK hub for so many times but I don't know. Haiz.... Bag was so expensive, Mum force me to make a decision which is I want bag then I am allow to buy 1 jean. or I buy 2 jeans , no bag. Of course I chose with the bag as I need a bag desperately. Hehe
Imagine myself to be in a hectic 2 weeks starting from first JUNE, haiz... India... Camp.....LMSC, to be a full loner.
Tired out today.

LMSC, I really don't whether I am afraid of the instuctors or the fate I am going for the course alone with no people I know. I seriously don't know, I am escaping from it by not thinking about it. I am really scared. There is a fear inside me, I guess it will be over after LMSC is over bah.
Camp, I don't want high elements, it is super high, I feel like faking a fake ankle injury. Anyway, I had a real one last year and I escaped the high element. I am afraid that I will regret if I never do. I am looking forward for the water confidence jump. :)

I want to go to Thailand faster. I hate the fact that the trip is almost the last week of holidays. I am tired and sick of here. With all the problems I have, I want a break. I NEED ONE. I want peace. I need it, everything is bothering me now.

May is really a hectic month for me, with so many problems starting to arise. Everything is changing now. No family problems but school life is...... Urghhhhh! Wordless

I am not even revising now when I should be.

Leaders, leaders and leaders. This is where most of the problems arise. SICK OF IT NOW!!!!!!!

Don't make me be afraid of you and start ignoring you guys.


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5/28/2011 06:32:00 AM

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

I am starting to dislike sc le. Due to the ppl ard me and stuffs, it just make me sick and tired of all this. Last minute notice, WTH. I didnt know was going on. I was dragged in instead. How I wish I was never in there? I hate it!

ARGHHHH!
5/03/2011 06:08:00 AM

Looking back Sunday, May 1, 2011

When I take a look of the photos in the past, I realised I led a happy childhood. A very fulfilled and extremely happy one. THANK YOU, my beloved parents. I am glad to have you people as my parents!
5/01/2011 05:21:00 AM

Myself

Being myself is not easy... there's a lot of things I have to tolerate, I am really afraid that I cannot stand it and blow everything out. If this happens, it is going to be disastrous. Be it to me or others, make it simple like it's very difficult for me to trust anyone. Everytime I wanted to trust someone or something, I get disappointment instead. I want to get along well with others but sometimes it just seem that I cant. I prefer to be alone sometimes. I missed holidays especially in Thailand badly. I want to get out of all this crap and stuffs. Being the head, leader, academic average... I am tired already. Thanks to the people around me, I am starting to get tired.

Listening to all those things that my parents had been through in the past, it is hell. Why nobody take them seriously? In the past, dont you guys tell me it is a form of care. They suffer alot and they carry high hopes on me. The only way to make those people respect my parents is for me to be a graduate. But why?
5/01/2011 05:13:00 AM

OMG

lol I dont know the reason why i put omg as my title though. But recently I am in love with a drama lol CUTE....
5/01/2011 05:12:00 AM
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My name is Tam Li Na.
My day is on the last day of January.
I love basketball and badminton.
I like sour and spicy stuffs.
I love going to countryside :D
I like silence and peace, hates empty/broken promises and disputes.
P.S if i wrote something unpleasant, they are all my words of anger.




Wishlist
Marker & Pen
Earpiece (Ipod&Handphone)
Sling Bag
Pencil Case
School Bag
Small Bag
No more quarrels
Teeth Braces
Bicycle
Books
Ipod Touch Casing
Watch
Slippers
Canvas
Shorts
Storybooks eps. non fiction
Get good results and get into a good school
Handphone
Be myself


Music

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