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Twice in a day... Saturday, December 24, 2011
If every meal is going to be like that, I don't need eat le. I may as well eat my tears can le. Wth. Now she is also angry le, it seems like the while bloody thing is my fault like that when I never did a single thing today. He can feel down and angry and I cannot meh? He doesn't think about how others feel when he said those words? Can you don't be so selfish? Think about there can? Urrrgghhh I already okay liaot then you still add fire to the fuel, what do you want from me? Explain also wrong never also wrong. Urrgghh!!! I bet today is going to be hell. Only grumble you take it so seriously, I grumble is because I cannot speak inside liao because it is over flowing do you understand or not? OMG no one is able to make me happy now, nobody. I have to make the idea that everything is my fault. Everything starts with me. Whatever I say needs to think thoroughly before I say because there is always a right and wrong answer to him, and most of what I say is wrong answers. Seriously, do you seriously know me and my personalities?? 12/24/2011 09:53:00 PMso does that means everything i yes or sure. nothing like this sort will happens. this means that the lesser words i say the lesser misunderstanding there will be, is this what you are trying to say??? then i will just say yes and yea when i dont even mean it at all. you spoil the day early in the morning wth. i actually have the mood to do homework today but thanks to you, i no mood do liao. wth. and you said i should explain my stand you before, but the thing is you dont even want to listen to it, whatever you say is always correct whatever i say is shit, rubbish, wrong de. so what is the point of me explaining, i am sick of it. sick of all this rubbish, how i wish i was a toddler, dont need solve all this... urrrgghhh. i was helping you to save money and yet you say i dont want to help, the worst is i dont like your teaching, wth is this? FINE, you want it like that, suit you, i cant be bothered to explain. but can someone please tell what should i do? it seems like everything i do is wrong. nothing is correct deeeee. I M SICK OF ALL THIS. why not you tell me what should i do? my spects spoil liao, i also dont want tell you because i scare later need waste money again, can use can liao. and this is what i get in return. WHY???? why is being a human being so difficult? why is pleasing people so difficult? haiz.. i am very scared there is one day i will explode and when that happens that is the end of everything le. there is no way i can vent my anger on, nor i can show it, but your can, your buay song your just simply show it but me i cant. if i do i will only make matters worst. write inside a book to vent my angers, your also say. THEN please tell me where should I vent my anger then?? on you? forget i guess if i ever dare to do that the house will be tear down and alot of things will spoil instead. I only wish my threshold of anger increase until it becomes numb to the point i wont feel anger anymore. from now on i will speak less and say yes more, i guess this is the only solution. keep everything to myself. it is not a maybe, it is a must for me. TT i dont feel like talking to anyone today. i am so bloody sick of it...
you always make your opinions my opinions. and that is what i hate. seriously what am i to you?
i hate people who misunderstand me but i dont have a choice to like it now to maintain peace.
HAIZ I AM SO TIRED NOW. and that is why i dont celebrate christmas too hahas.. 12/24/2011 06:50:00 PM
Friday, December 23, 2011
recently i don't feel like talking. I dont know why. it seems that i have lost interest in everything. what's wrong with me nowadays? 12/23/2011 06:32:00 AMSunday, December 18, 2011
seriously why does people keep forcing me to do things i hate? it is not like they dont know how to do. haiz, perhaps, it is fate bah. i am so afraid of spending money, especially huge amounts, even if it is for academic wise. I am afraid of your scolding. you told me to explain things out, or talk things out clearly. But the problem is you dont even listen to what I say. Even if you did, you still wont accept it, so what is the point of me explaining so much when I dont see a point. If you want others to do things 心服口服, can you at least show it by example, dont let others had a chance to say anything. Isnt this the most basic... I thought... urrggghhh. haiz, the only thing I could do now is to bear with it. Haiz...Anyways bought 5 guidebooks from NEX popular today. Alot of people there today.
I am getting sick soon... haiz... 12/18/2011 12:44:00 AM
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My name is Tam Li Na.
My day is on the last day of January.
I love basketball and badminton.
I like sour and spicy stuffs.
I love going to countryside :D
I like silence and peace, hates empty/broken promises and disputes.
P.S if i wrote something unpleasant, they are all my words of anger.
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