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Happy times are short, but miserable ones are long.... Sunday, October 31, 2010

Reason is that you tend to think about the sad ones longer, think what you have done wrong to create such a havoc.

Yesterday.
Wake up early in the morning for kayaking course which was fun. Very fun and I passed the test. Hehe. Victim, rescue, assistants, all roles required s level of difficulty but being the victim is the most relaxing part. You just have to capsized and stay in the water while the recuse and the assistant is having a difficult time. Haha. Capsizing may be scary only when you are in the mist of turning the kayak. Hehe. I would want to take the 2- star course if I have the chance. It was total fun.

Argued with someone, due to misunderstanding. Don't feel like saying details over here but shall write what I felt. I wanted to study hard next year for all that those awards that has money because, it is good for me and at the same time, your can use the money to load off the burden, you people have. But all this is never being spell out properly. Must I really say the exact thing before you people understand? I concluded that money is really the root of evil.

Today.
Try packing my stuff in the luggage but the winter clothe is so big thus took a larger luggage which my family use it when we go Thailand. LOL

Walk for too long, leg and feet aching now. Went to Sim Lim tower to find a camera battery. Haiz, so expensive so never buy.

This few days I feel that I am being very unreasonable. What I said, whatever that comes out from my mouth are all words with spites, with needles. I don't feel it when I say but after that I reflect on it and it does hurt people. Sorry...
10/31/2010 03:51:00 AM

... Thursday, October 28, 2010

Have not blog for days, or even weeks, because of laziness. That's why laziness is the stone to success. Results is not expected. Couldn't get triple science which was quite sad, but it is all over. Everything is now a standstill, so face it bah. Whatever subjects I am given, I will put efforts in it. I have a hard time choosing my subjections combinations. Now, I am settled. Hehe

Am I lucky or unlucky? Saw some people 3 to 4 time straight? Haiz, never mind nothing to say about this. Today is an utter waste of time in school. Haiz. Need to go back to school during the last week of holidays, I suppose and need to go back some day in november.

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10/28/2010 02:51:00 AM

I feel bad!! Friday, October 15, 2010

I am not fair enough? I did tell you but you always disagree on me. So what is the point of telling you when I will get a scolding back. It had been long seen I cry in public. I only ate a mouthful for lunch because of bloody things that happen down there. I almost choke. I wanted to go to IT show to learn new things and not to buy a laptop now. That is totally not my intention. You have mistaken my intentions. Kind intentions has made it so bad. I am devastated by what you say. Shall spam later about my thoughts either on tumblr or private blog....
10/15/2010 11:44:00 PM

Fair?

What do you mean by that? I don't want to tell you because you always say extra things and words that I dislike. It hurt so much when you don't understand me. You can treat it like nothing happen. To me, it is a big cut right down to my heart. I swear from today on, I would not tell anyone my problems unless they asked. I think this is fairest decision to all the people around me. I am not fair towards is all rubbish!!!!! WTFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!

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10/15/2010 11:36:00 PM

Is it so difficult to understand?

Will you even ask a vendor outside to help you stir your noodles? If I was a vendor, I wouldn't as it is too demanding. It is already every good that I help you put inside a plate just for your vegetables. You are overboard, you are too much this time round. And... I hate it. Fortunately, exam's is over and I can don't concentrate on my studies. Bad things always happen when I want something. I didn't eat much during lunch that is because I lose my appetite thanks to you. On the other hand, I am quite full.

Is it asking for something I want so difficult? Can't you understand? Seriously, I am damn bloody sick and tired of all this crap!!! I even need to think through a series of thins or attitude you are going to give me, whether it is reprimanding or praises, I need to think through before the things come out from my mouth. Ya, your won't quarrel in front of me but your will, when I am not around. That's when I hate it. Why human beings just don't want to speak each other hearts out to one another? Finally, I realized, it is difficult to tell as not all people feel or think the way you do. I am sickening sick and tired!!!

I have to zip my mouth more and more often as i get older and older. I cannot speak my heart out in front of you. I wish I could, I could but that will lead to further arguments in the family, which I don't want at all! When I was young I could say anything out, regardless of what things. But now, things change, attitudes also change. But what causes this change, no ones know the answer.

On the surface, friends would think that I am having a good time at home because that is what I show in school. I talk, I joke but I am not sure how long can my laughter lasts. Sometimes it is great fun, sometimes it is just acting. Whenever your quarrel, I dread coming home. I want to run away from reality but I can't. Sometimes I would waste my time in school. Sometimes I would walk slowly...

I am scared of requesting anything. That's because whenever I request, all of this will lead to expected quarrels. Once bitten twice shy. I have been "bitten" thrice. I don't want it to happen again. I tried very hard to keep my anger within me, but I believe there is time that I would collapsed regardless of what. I hope this day would never appear. All of this I have to be kept in heart.

I am sick and tired. I cried to vent my anger at night but it does not take any effect now. I have to bottled up everything and keep studying even though it is end of exam to make me forget about all this crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Why must you always be nice and bad on different days, why can't you be nice all the while?

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10/15/2010 04:59:00 AM

Slacking day... Monday, October 4, 2010

I am not a sandwich! So stop squeezing me! I don't like him. That's the reason. Haiz. Shall not elaborate more liao. But thanks someone who stop this. And the people who did, your are going to die! Hehehe~~~

Science- asking stupid question for Sheena. Sheena- See what a good friend I am. Joking.
Chinese results sucks......

If you want to know what is the sandwich thing, ask me...
And we are not happy couples!!!
10/04/2010 03:35:00 AM

I am lost... Sunday, October 3, 2010

I don't know what subjects to study and I am walking around the house like mad. Took this subject out, flip a few page and stop reading. I have no mood to study. Exam is coming and I am like that, what's wrong with me? At least today is better, get to study some english, literature,sci and geog. But geog has nothing got to do with exam because I am reading book 2D. I only read a few chapters for each subjects. I don't know he can be healthy for how long....
10/03/2010 02:29:00 AM

Failed geog... Friday, October 1, 2010

Why the paper so hard? Anyway, it is over I must start concentrating on my studies. I have nothing much to say...
10/01/2010 05:51:00 AM
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