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Wednesday, November 23, 2011

I hate it but yet I can't tell you. You make it sound so .... like that how am I supposed to tell you. Hello, guys, I have a temper, its not like I am made up of metal or whatsoever, there is a limit, kays. Once you push it over, you flare up, I don't give a shit. You know that I am angry yet you keep talk to me. What the point, it will only make me more pissed off. I hae your asking me about what are my sms, friends got what who why how, this or that. it is so irritating. Telling you people is okay, but you use that to judge them, it is fair, sometimes i don't even know about them much. If you are so interested, why don't you go ask them yourself? You said that you ask because of chatting, for goodness sake, my chat with you always end end in an argument, you tell me like that how I am supposed to talk to you? And the conclusion of the argument is I am ALWAYS? WRONG. I have to admit that I am wrong then everything will be peaceful. Can't I be myself? Can't I have my say?

You make it sound like everything is my fault, in fact, you puch all the blame to me, why don't you just admit that its your fault for once. It won't cost you a life right? You have more experience than me ley!! You are the one who ask me to call the customer service. I cannot hear the table talk de that is why I picked up the phone. You raised your voice at me and say your hands will ach, HELLO, it is m hands ley. Ache then ache lah. Why must it done it in your way? Kays, I don't blame your when your wake me up from my nap. But please can you don't go overboard? I need to think of how to asnwer to the phone. Then when you find out about you can actually check it online using another method, you say I didn't check properly. WHAT RUBBISH IS THIS?  I didn't even navigate the page ley. then you say I never check properly, I have to admit that it is my FAULT unwillingly. You ask me whether I am angry or not. I say NO but in fact I am. Then I went into my room to reply sms. You ask me what am I doing, who sent me, what is it about? I HATE TO ANS THIS KIND OF QUESTION. Then you make a 180 degree change to your attitude, you say that thanks to me then can settle this. WTF. Can't you see how fake this is? This will only make me more angry, do the hell of you know that? Wlao. You said got which father will say like that to his daughter? I was replying deep in my heart. Did I ask you to do that? DID THE BLOODY WANT IT? I dont need your sympathy. NO THANKS, I am not suppose to have it anyways. You angry, you can slam the printer. use the mouse to hit on the table, but me, nothing, nothing at all. I have to go and cool you down when I am not at fault.What rubbish it is? Now I know how mum felt, it is terrible to the point of crying. After cooling you down, I cried. You make me think that it is my fault to cuase all this. You make me hate myself. You make me feel that I have lost the right to say, to feel angry, to be myself.. I don't have a right. You said I have but I don't I have freaking feel it. You make me make the conclusion that you are always right and no point arguing about it with you. There is no one I can turn to but myself. Everything you say is golden words, what I say is rubbish, is that what you are trying to say? WTF.

Eating, it is my stomach not yours, why bother what I eat? Dinner time I ate rice. I eat western food,you also complain. Say what, you are becoming more and more not chinese. I want to eat what I want also cannot. You can't feel your stomach full, it is your problem okays? Not mine, don't make your problem mine. And please don't use my as a reason regardless of anything! PLEASE!

My room recently got a lot of mosquitoes, you give me the reason, I am in my room too much. All sorts of unlogical reasons, do you think I will take in?

I am always wrong. And you are always right. Is that what you are trying to say?  
11/23/2011 04:54:00 AM
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My name is Tam Li Na.
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